When I light my candle tonight

I will think of not only my child, but all of the precious babies that could not stay with us here on earth. It is sad we have to have a day for this kind of thing. It breaks my heart to think that others have suffered the same kind of loss. I never knew this day existed until I experienced the death of our daughter.

We miss her so much and think about her all the time.

We love and miss you greatly, Darcy Jayne.

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Ending the first week

As I am ending the first week of my 2 week challenge I am pumped and already looking forward to my next one. It's so exciting to see others getting involved and sharing their journey with each other. Not only are they keeping themselves accountable, but it helps me stay on track and they are keeping me accountable. I feel like it's my job as a coach to be up before everyone and posting that post that they will for see first in the morning. Their coach got up and worked out already and that I hope is inspiring. This next challenge will be on my own. As in my coach won't be there to guide me through, I'll be leading it myself. Along side my new coach that I signed on earlier this week. I already see my team forming and it's encouraging me to work harder and reach more people. I'm currently doing 21 Day Fix and loving it! It's 30 minute workouts that I knock out easy before work each day. It is 7 days a week, but that's simple to do...

In my opinion

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Rewind

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The little time we have...

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